# 180 ‘What a bizarre situation have I ended up in again …’
Maud celebrated Christmas for the first time this year with divorced parents. Miraculously, the Christmas days were quite pleasant. But her own love life is still a mess. Joris has asked her to come to a secret New Year’s Eve party and she can take Rochella with her. Maud can use a party and leans towards Joris’s suggestion. Until one of the last days of a year she receives a ten-page love letter from Tommy… Who is she going into the new year with?
Phew, what an evening that was! I am probably not the only one who had hoped that everything would be back to normal on January 1. Unfortunately my love life is still a mess and also corona still exists!
Where shall I begin? A few days after Christmas, I got a booklet sent home from Tommy. Ten letters with declarations of love. I knew Tommy was a sensitive type, but I didn’t know he was that sensitive. Only now do I realize that I really broke his heart. Although he already has a child, he knew he wanted more children with me, he even wanted to marry me. “I have never dared to tell you this before because I was afraid I would scare you, but I would love to propose to you one day.” The letter was full of profound declarations of love and I don’t know what to do with it. It hurts me that Tommy is so sad and somehow I really like that Tommy is so crazy about me. Do I really want to get rid of him?
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Rochella and Jessie play as usual devil and angel again. According to Rochella, it is very simple: “Do you still love him? Are you still in love and does he make you happy? Then you stay with him. Otherwise it is over. You cannot force love. ” She has easy talking. And yes, I love Tommy, he made me happy. But I don’t know if I’m still in love with him.
Jessie is still Team Tommy, of course. “Yes, he has talked about a marriage proposal before. I had that boy crying on the phone every day for almost a month. What do you know about Joris? ”
The choice just remains terribly difficult and in the meantime Joris kept pushing me to come to his “illegal” New Year’s Eve party. I thought about just celebrating New Year’s Eve alone, but I thought that was also very sad. On New Year’s Eve it was finally Tommy and Joris who came up with a plan. Since Tommy and Joris are both not crazy, I decided to confess everything to them. Tommy knows I have feelings for Joris and Joris knows that Tommy doesn’t want to let me go. But apparently they are not too difficult about it. How? What kind of bizarre situation did I find myself in?
While I already had ten different doom scenarios in mind, Tommy and Joris both came up with an easy solution. “Maud, don’t you just take Tommy with you? Do you remember how much fun we had in Thailand ?! Let’s just have a fun party. Don’t be too difficult. ”
The first thing I thought is that Joris doesn’t want to go for me after all. “Why does he want Tommy to be there too? Those two hate each other, right? ” According to Rochella, I shouldn’t take it too much. “Just watch how the evening goes… you might still get your long-awaited threesome. Come on Maud, I’m so looking forward to a party! We’re just going! ”
Funnily enough, Tommy also reacted very mature to my proposal. “I have to play until 11:45 pm for a livestream, but then I can come your way. Maybe it’s fun… what else am I going to do? Whining in bed? ” In any case, Tommy hasn’t lost his self-mockery yet.
I went to the party with a stomach ache, my hunch said it would end in a big fight, but nothing could be further from the truth. After two gin tonics I had forgotten all the stress. The party took place in a huge house in Amsterdam-Noord, where we could ideally keep a distance of one and a half meters.
But at midnight Joris grabbed my mouth full. When I was looking for Rochella to hug her, I saw that she was kissing one of Joris’s friends. I think the atmosphere was good. Tommy came in a little after midnight. I had expected that he would whirl around me like a pathetic mouse, but nothing could be further from the truth. Tommy clearly liked it. In no time he had claimed the turntable and was spinning and two of Joris’ neighbors were also spinning around Tommy for the rest of the evening. Around 1am we thought it was a good idea to take a little bit of MDMA and then the rest of the evening was just great fun. No arguments, no yelling, just dancing, talking, singing and acting crazy. At one point I even saw Tommy kiss one of the girls on the mouth and enough I felt a little twinge of jealousy then. Could there still be some butterflies floating around for Tommy ?! Tommy kept flirting with me and Joris couldn’t keep his hands off me either. And so it happened that on January 1 I woke up in a big bed with Joris, Tommy and one of those girls next door … And the worst part is that I have no idea what we have been doing …
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# 180 “What a bizarre situation have I gotten into again …”